Today is my son's due date.
I'm doing better than I thought I would. But I'm sad.
I'm not thinking so much about the what ifs or if onlys or what might have beens. I'm just sad for what isn't.
The baby that isn't being born today.
The belly that isn't big and round anymore.
The crib that isn't being used.
The books that aren't being read.
I'm sad for the life that came and went too early.
About Me
- Nika M.
- I am the mother of 3 beautiful babies, Lilly Grace and Brake Patton, who are now resting peacefully in the arms of Jesus, and their little brother Marshall Andrew, who is now a rowdy, adventurous one year old. Baby loss, divorce, cervical cancer, and the stresses of military life have shattered my entire being and scattered the pieces. This blog is a glimpse into my journey of trying to pick up the pieces and run forward, to rebuild my heart and piece my life back together. It is my hope that through my pain, I can help others who are unfortunate in joining me on this journey.
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I wish I could come up with the word to say, but after starting and stopping literally a dozen times, I will stick with a simple "I am sorry!" I know it does not convey exactly what I want to say, but it is honest and sincere. I am sorry!
Steven
So sorry your son isn't here.....it's just so wrong and unfair. Sending lots of hugs your way....xoxo
I'm sorry I'm late to this. I hope you son's due date passed as peacefully as it could. Sad for all those 'what isn't's right along with you.
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